Falling Away

Perhaps you feel like you’ve fallen back a step or two (or three, or four, or eight, or two-hundred).  Perhaps, at the risk of sounding trite, you feel that you’ve fallen and can’t get up.  Perhaps, though, you haven’t fallen at all, you are just in the midst of what is falling away.   You are, and have been, becoming for some time now, and it should come as no surprise when set back follows step forward.  Yet, the forward has become so increasingly light-filled, that it is, at this point, disheartening and somewhat alarming to find that you have fallen, once again, to a place you thought you’d left far behind.

It seems, always and each time, that the new is here to stay and that you have at last found your better way. And when the crest has fallen and the clouds have cleared, you will see that you haven’t at all lost your ground, you’re simply still finding it.  There is much to come on the horizon, and as you become ever more solid in the Truth of who you indeed are, you will need to ensure your footing. This, dear one, is what you have become engulfed in, at this point in time, as shifts beget shifts and Knowing is replaced with Being.

Did you ever wonder how you were going to get somewhere, only to find yourself there already, without even knowing it?  This is an example of  Being replacing knowing. This is an example of saturating the moment without intention, of living so aligned with where you are going, and what you desire, that the distance between the desire and the destination evaporates. This is where you are headed, and perhaps where you have already gone. You have tasted the bliss of an existence covered with grace and there is plenty more where that came from. But, for the brief time being, you must do a few things in order to ripen just a bit more into the fruit of your being. This is a time of surrendering to even deeper layers, releasing the oldest of old, and allowing for what is to simply be.

And though it may feel as though you’ve suddenly been ripped out of your ‘I’ve finally arrived state’ and submerged into a pot-hole of confusion and defeat, it’s important to see the forest for the trees. This is only another step on your path (and the rhythm so far has been forward, back, forward, back), but what’s evolving is bigger now and so must be your scope of awareness as you take flight, wanting nothing to stop you once you’re in the air.  Better to make this pit stop now than to meet disturbances down the line.

One of the tricks of this template that’s being played out is to remain calm. That ‘fasten your seatbelts’ thing you’ve been hearing about- here now.  SO when you’re dive-bombing into a depressive state or ferociously searching for that thing you knew you had found just recently that only took all of your life to track down (ie; your life’s passion, or that fairy-tale feeling of dreams coming true, or the ecstasy that was pouring from your soul) don’t panic, or loose faith, simply let it all just ride out.

The test is not, nor has it ever been, whether or not you can learn something from what’s presenting itself.  You will not be released from the clenches of the darkness that you may find hot on your heels if you decipher the code or it’s intention. Do not follow these feelings of dread into your heart and allow them to penetrate any further than perhaps they already have.  The test, my love, is not in understanding the lesson, the test is whether or not you will ride the wave or be taken under.

Do not allow your self to identify too much with whatever is presenting itself to you at this point, for you are more than any and all of what ever you may be screening from the limited perspective of what appears to be playing before you.  So, so, so much more is in play. It has not disappeared from your reach or gone away. You are simply being primed for yet another shift and, yes, another step forward. And in order to do so, it is being ensured that you are indeed ready.

All that no longer serves is being sifted.  And as it falls through the fingers of your reality, allow it to do as it may. Be steady as the cradle is rocked, for you are every bit as strong as you were before this day. Deepest core ways of reacting, reliving, and reviewing (read living in the past) are being sandblasted from your being, so that you can no longer lapse into those momentary bouts of unconsciousness. The deepest of deep, the recesses of all that you have been, are now in a state of reform, which makes you the cosmic construction site for the time being. But the beauty of it all is that you won’t be derailed time and again, as you were in the past by incessant urges to self-sabotage or suffer by default.

No, once this is all said and done, you will be able to ‘walk on water’-guaranteed. Or better, who knows. Aim high, dear ones, and know (or should I say BE) that what you desire and all that you dream is right there, waiting for you.  You only needed a few minor adjustments, so that you could be aligned with what it is you wish to bring forward.

So take a deep breath, and in times of trouble, repeat after me…

‘I am Steady and calm. I am strength.
 Allowing it all to fall away. No longer needing any of it, just letting it fall, as I become clear of all that no longer serves me, as I become free. ‘

Remember, This is simply the dance of sovereignty.

In grace,
Rhonda
Awakeningthedivine.net

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